ugh...drama
Panic
. Oh and I'm a sophie, too mature, but I am crazy when I want to be. Okay what was this journal about...oh, the drama of highschool. it's everywhere and it doesn't leave anyone alone! I'm trying to look foward to graduating, but I beleive college won't be any different... Looking toward the future isn't being positive... okay. ttyl. big later.Newest
Hurtful ThoughtsI want it to be perfect again. I want to be held by you again. I want you to be my colorful rainbow. I want to keep holding your hand through tragedies and pray they don't come no more. I want the lies to be just lies. I want to at least hear your laugh. I want the rumors to never come up for air. I want to brush your pain away with my lips. I want to see your name pop up on my cell. I want everything to be about you. I want to recieve some sign from you that you care for me. I want you to know I care, too.Hurtful Thoughts
by ~karsa13
Never GoodBeing strong in this way is never good.Never Good
Unable to cry unless told to, Depriving yourself from what you must feel, Never sparing another a personal glance, Destroying your good nature to survive is never good.
But I will.
Until they find me and be my weakness. Save me from myself Because being strong in this way is never good. They will be my weakness. Revive the emotions I must feel to live. To truly survive.
But for now. I'm closed. I'll smile and cry invisible tears cause it feels wrong to be strong. But I will. Just to survive.
by ~karsa13
Felt So GoodI never thought not breathing felt so good. Every word stilled the air. If it ends, I'll hold onto this goodness. But I'll pray it'll last.Felt So Good
You'd pray too if you saw those eyes. Blue as the ocean's shallow water. You'd cherish every scar marked on him. And heal every wound he receives.
'Cause every word stilled the air. Not breathing has never felt so good.
by ~karsa13
Where's the Second HandA hand covers her heart in some weak attempt to shadow the surfacing scar.Where's the Second Hand
It seeps red between the creases, and she smilies like she doesn't feel the cold and shakes coming forth.
Hardly hears the apology.
No bigger than a mutter.
She sings a grim song to shadow the surfacing scar.
'Why, oh, why, oh? Why?'
She sings.
She sings for one, knowing she's the one muttering.
'Why, oh, why, oh? Why?' Smiling, crying, muttering. Trying to shadow the surfacing scar with weakening words. Her hand unable to do the deed with ease alone. She sings for another hand to smooth th
by ~karsa13
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Red Bondageby ~sinziar
Acid LullabyYour words burn into my soul, They tell me a sweet lie, They lull me to sleep now, Like a beautiful acid lullaby.Acid Lullaby
They poison, and drug my thoughts, In an ever-so-innocent fashion, These blood-tainted words, Are nothing new, but my mind is crashin'.
Those long-known words, Are printed in my mind, I couldn't pin-point their full history, But they are my acid lullaby.
You tell me stories of love and death, And winters of blood-red snow, You hide all my fears away, And lock them in places even you wouldn't go.
These words c
by ~GaaSakuForEver
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